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Sorry about the obnoxiously big watermark all apps slap them on so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Sorry about my awkwardness in videos, i don't really connect with my body in this state so i never know what to do with it, it's hard enough making sure my posture is okay nevermind being conscious enough to do anything else with it. I really have no idea what to do with it but for some reason I'm here. Anyways im still harping on about wanting to lose some weight, I'll be much more comfortable when I'm the vision I see of myself in my head; small cute and dainty which currently I am not due to my height so I'll fix this with my weight! I want skinny thighs, concaved tummy and ribs you can count! Please don't comment anything negative about this, including "you don't need to lose weight" "I like it as it is", you mean well but I'm tired of having to defend what I want for my body, so after I've given this warning anyone who comments or messages stuff like this will be blocked. Anywho thx for reading, toodlesx